Not that I have anything to caterwaul about, but that could change in a few sentences. However, it is time to customize my life - or maybe streamline is a better word. Hmmm...we'll see. Not much going on in the mountains here, pretty quiet now that busy season is over. Now we are just waiting for the snow, however, our skiing out here leaves something to be desired. From what I hear children can ski the black diamonds, so not very challenging. Should make for an easy, relaxed ski season. Hopefully we will be able to get in some good rock climbing over the winter. I have just ordered some new gear, so I am very excited :) Any sport that comes with new shoes, I'm in! I have been free of coffee for almost a week now and am feeling great. Next, the cigarettes go. I'm ready, I hope the people around me are! I don't think it will be hard, I just have to do it. After that, it will be time to rest and enjoy my accomplishments :) So by my birthday I will be smoke free. I'm looking forward to it.
Well, I guess I could bitch just a bit. I'm sick of the ex and her being so near. Part of me just wants her to fail miserably and part of me wants to make her fail miserably. I have to keep my ego in check and consciously choose every moment not to drag her to hell and leave her there. Most days I don't want to tell the judge that I agree to drop the assault charges. But I guess we won't know the outcome of that until I stand in front of the judge and open my mouth. As well the people that know me, what comes out of my mouth is unpredictable to say the least :) I will try to be the bigger person, I will try, I will try, I will try. I think quitting smoking will be easier. Just sayin'.
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